Hi People =)

Well, I'm through with xanga...to much drama for me I guess. I also felt like I couldn't really express myself because it felt like the whole world was reading what I wrote. This feels so much better. Especially so that I can make it to where just my friends that I chose on here can read it, which is just three people. I know those three people are trustworthy.
So, how is everyone? I'm doing great =) I just got back from the gym. It's the first time I've been in a while. I ran a mile and it felt really good. It gave me a chance to think about alot of things.
I thought about how I felt God had really got ahold of my life. I'm so glad that I am finally right with Him again. It feels so good to be free.
I also thought about how, even though I didn't do alot this summer, I have grown up in so many ways. I realized that the very few times I thought I was in love, it was all just lust. I haven't fallen in love yet. I probably won't for a while. I can't quite picture myself falling in love with someone from around here when there are so many other cities and places, full of interesting people. It's hard to believe there is actually someone out there for me.
I also thought about all the old friends that have slowly come back into my life. I am very happy about that. I just love my friends, I realized tonight how thankful I am to have them. I also realized that I would really like to make some new ones. After all, high school starts soon. I'm not nervous at all like i was at first, I'm actually excited. I'm looking forward to making ALOT of new friends.
Saturday I get to go White Water Rafting with my yyouth group! I'm so excited about that! I'm kind of nervous, though because I've never been before. But oh well, I'm sure that I'll have fun. My Mom's really worried though, she keeps reminding me to be safe and careful and all that. Bless her heart, God knows she will be praying ALL DAY Saturday...haha...
I need to back to school shoppong. Is anyone going soon? I promise I'm fun to shop with =)
Well, I guess I'll go! I love you all!
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